Funny how life works...

After posting my message earlier today, I went back and re-read the few blog entries I have posted over the past 3 years.  One thing I was happy to find as I read back was that I still loved and appreciated Jim even though we were falling apart.  It makes me happy to know that I was fully in it - committed to being married to him and our family.  I feel I did my best - now I can start to feel peace and know that I will be in a better place from here on out.